Time flies when you don't do shit

Losing my internet access, yo - so check it...

Dumped my girlfriend.
Moving into a place where I'll have to live with one other person. Change is good (so they tell me).
Should I reconsider teaching overseas?
It would be wrong to fool around with someone I work with, plus she's much younger than me, but I really want to. SHOULD NOT DO IT. Which means I probably will.
What am I going to do with my life? Should I try to get a job with the city? Decent steady check with crazy benefits.
Should I try to work more at the bar, work behind the bar more? More money, for sure, but it takes so much out of me. I'm here to tell ya, I'm not a kid anymore!
There's always Seattle, which up until now I think I've avoided because of my family. What's fucked up is that it almost seems like the right thing to do is to leave and have shit work out itself. Honestly, I don't know how to fix things.
So - stay here. Work more at current job(s). Stay here and get a new job. Move to Seattle and get a new job. Go overseas and totally go through a life change. What the fuck, people? Help a brother out, America! Love you, mean it...